Tears

I am sitting here with tears in my eyes, I just got home from Salt Lake. I was visiting my brother Gary who is in the Salt Lake Regional Hospital . He had surgery. He has had exploratory surgery to look into his lungs because he is having trouble with fluid filling up in his lung lining.  The Drs. have did some test and have found a mass in his right lung but they don’t know what it is, so they have to go in and find out. He is still in abated and lightly sedated  he cant talk but can write what he wants to say. I can tell he is worried. the Dr’s haven’t told him the results of the surgery yet, they did take out some nodules to have tested but they want to be able to tell him what kind of cancer if he has it and if they can treat it. Plus the kids want to be there when the Dr tells him the results. and they weren't all there today when the Dr was there. I know God loves us all. and cares about every one of his children. And it’s hard to understand why some people have to suffer with stuff like cancer. But I know there is a plan for all  of us and I know Heavenly Father sends his angels down to us to watch over us and give us assistants when we need it. I also know that Gary is feeling that to some extent.  His dear kids are having such a hard time with this. I just want to take all the hurt away. But I can’t, I can only give love and support.

     If my posts are sporadic from here on out, it’s because i am with him or getting ready to spend time with him, I want to be there for him as much as I can. I just don’t know how much that will be. Feeling sad!

    The only way to worry about nothing is to pray about everything!  I’m praying all the time.